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we also need to reckon some day with the fact that recreational substances are things that humans have always used, and the only real danger with them is the stigmatization and subsequent criminalization and resultant lack of proper study, refinement, and transitioning to a safety
anyone who tells you that the drug itself is the problem is intentionally lying to you or doesnt know what they're talking about. the problem is - beyond the legalized vices - that the wealthy can afford healthcare, fines, and luxury clean designer supplies and don't suffer any consequences
outliers of tragedy will always exist, but people overdose on shrimp skampi and jetskiing too and those aren't illegal.
the thing is you can't just immediately decriminalize everything unless you're also committed to regulating and maintaining the commodity or else you're just making it worse
to "solve" the drug "problem" is fairly simple, and it's to essentially nationalize the illicit black markets. seize the entire supply and all drug infrastructure. you then begin producing clean supply while you sanitize existing stock. from that point on you phase out the most dangerous ones, which will be aided and improved and nearly assured by the new, more effective, safer alternatives you will develop now that it's no longer illegal to study these things academically and produce them for their actual purpose of human betterment through restorative recuperative relaxation and the associated internal self regulatory reflection afforded by periods of comfort and rest via the immediate lack of both physical and especially existential threat
i mean sure crack can exist if you want to make some for yourself go nuts but idk man I've got magic moon sugar here that makes it feel like 20 minutes is 5 years you spend entirely in your mind in a realm where you have complete control and complete blissful freedom of creation and expression and it's just as free as crack is so like, i'm not going to yuck any yums bro you do you live your bliss babe im happy for you that you found a thing that makes the rest of existing more chill sometimes
everything being laced with fent for what are essentially commercial reasons - it's easier to make more of it you just toss some cheap fent in and since it actually DOES something it works better than baking soda so your clientele isnt as pissed off or feeling cheated so you keep them loyal
i tell you the instant the government starts producing their own safe supplies of heroin, methamphetamine, etc, and just treating it like an elective recretional prescription so it can be monitored drug overdoses will BASICALLY eliminate themselves overnight, like within the margin of error at scale
there will still be incredible health costs, obviously, but you tell me right now that theyll be any worse than the ones we already have for every other legal dissociative vice & ill either say we'll have to respectfully disagree or call you a lying fascist corpo scum cunt depending on how high i am
but is anyone going to actually do that?
PROBABLY NOT.
so what we get is performative shit like the bc decrim where they could wank off the uncritical performative saltspring bougie hippies and just let the crisis continue to roll on its own, except braver because there's no reprisal
bc provincial, not to mention just, like, WORLD, drug policy has basically only ever been
"we've tried nothing and we're all out of ideas"
but that's not really true, now has it?
it's been incredibly well thought out because it's the exact fulcrum with which the elites and the wealthy maintain their place, right. they keep all the best stuff for themselves and punish you for having the bad stuff. it's just... that's just hegemony
the shit that is "illegal" now is just the stuff that they were willing to let exist outside their influence because they either had better or it only affected communities they explicitly wanted to remove but assumed would probably make everyone very very mad and stop them if they tried to actually remove them for real and this thing kinda does the job for them and they might be able to put their thumb on the scales a little bit, a little toe of the gas, yknow, and who says anyone noitices, you know, let market capitalism handle it. they'll function in parallel. black market, grey market, white market.
it's always the white one that gets cast as the good one huh that's weird pay thee no mind which is to say keep both physical and metaphysical wages equal am i right, hup hup, tup tup, a tuppence for your colony sir, pip pip
so the black market consumable vices evolve and mutate under the pressures the communities that use them have to live with, to its intended effect. it gets more potent so it becomes cheaper per dose but drastically more volatile without any let alone the close regulation it would need to be safe
those pressures? set in motion by the same people who allowed these substances to exist outside their influence, almost as if they put them there or at least just saw it and let it happen because it served the greater scheme of supremacy, right. what a bonus!, for the colonizer imperialist!
but of course it's not entirely a::b, one side other side, because there's puhhhleenty of intentional crossover, right. how else do you get a john lennon, a hunter thompson or, for that matter, an elon musk, right. but they have the privilege of being able to not have to be poor at the same time
but then of course you need to recognize that substances imbibed are not the only harmful recreational vice we have, and i only need to point to the epstein (and also unironically the fyre festival, while we're being mad at bad islands) in the room to remind you the ones they keep for themselves
how's THAT one going, vis a vis consequences for the people breaking those particular laws right now, huh? good? have there been... any? at all? anywhere? please show me i want to know i want to see them this is a request
/HUH THATS WEIRD THAT THEY ALL AHVE THAT IN COMMO0N RIGHT HHUH THTATS A THINKER//
also a good question to ask yourself is what does basically the entire standing military of planet earth do when the main driver of forced inequality and social organizer now become completely valueless and infinite for everyone? why fight ANY war? how do you FUND them? WHY BUY GUNS OR PLANES?
do i need to remind ANYONE what the singlular, number one driver for incarceration anywhere IN the world that isnt a literal dictatorship where the main crime is "you dont like me enough"? it's drug offences. for the poor. the now ETERNAL, generATIONAL poor.
you did it! mission accomplished! youi're the big boy now!
yall do remember there were literal opium WARS right? like they're all honestly about vices ultimately but that one was so much that they just called the motherfucker the thing? remember those?
the spice must always flow
anyways what else do ANY of those motherfuckers have other than "law and order" "protect our own" at the end of the day? like what else do they have to use but a fear engine to accomplish the goal of making us want those things, the things specifically they are wanting to provide us? the things they are marketing to us with fear? the things we are propagandizing us against by trying to make us afraid of it? that's the real shit here, that's why this in the terrorism section, right. i'm not going full divine on this i'm not going full Ursula or anything but like, that's the thing, right? do drugs! they're cool! holy SHIT it's dangerous so please be as safe as humanly possible, so maybe stick to the most least or least most legal thing you can get your hands on safely from a real store that has to pay taxes and have licenses and stuff and do your best to know what you're getting yourself into ideally because you have a real physical person there who can help you an set expectations but ytou're not always going to be allowed to be that lucky to have all that shit in place but i'd ask you to at first TRY to get as close to that as possible because i love you i dont want you to get hurt. you're a human, i'm a human, we're people, i think they can help the right people if done the right way and if its a thing you think you want to try for that reason and not just because someone told you you should or is asking you to for them to make it easier for them, unless i guess if that's you, if you need to have a friend with you to be the thing that makes you brave and you don't know anyone who you can trust that does it themselves then at least try and find someone who doesn't that you can trust to at least be downstairs and check on you and be there to help you if it gets weird or bad or if you feel sick or need help, i hope you have at least that, that someone loves you enough to do that. i'd do that. i'd do that if i was brave enough. i try to be. i think i am for a lot of stuff, maybe a little more than most, but i dont know. you never know that stuff until it happens sometimes i think. but i know that i get really scared! and i dont think i do good when im scared! i'd prefer to help in ways that dont scare me mostly just because i think i do a better job and can be a bigger help if i can stay calm, like, fuck dude if it's important i will be there, like, at least you asked, right? because now i can think about it and get ready and things are less scary if you're ready for them because you're less surprised, right, and it's mostly things that surprise us that scare us so the less surprised you can be the less scared you'll ever be, like that's what cub scouts is about or whatever i think, so just yeah, cool, you've warned me that this is happening now, i can at least squabble up for this shit let's go.
you need things to be against the law to justify having a law.
and what a law does, at the end of the day, if we just define it as the thing that says what is write and wrong, so basically,
what is 0 and what is 1.
what's on this side, what's on that side.
it is the subtle knife that humanity cuts itself with while it cries in the mirror, asking, praying, wanting, begging to know who or what is doing this to them
like, i mean, forgive the flight of fancy there but i don't think i'm being -reductive- here i think i'm just +reducing+. finding the lowest common denominator. because that's what i was taught to do. that's my equivalence engine made of meat and electricity, right. figure out the rules. and the easiest way to figure out a rule is to ask, but the best way to understand the answer is to of course understand better the place you got the answer from, so you think harder, ask more questions [quantity] to ask better questions [quantity] so that you can best make use of the time you are allowed to ask questions for. you want to get the best, truest possible answer, you need to strip things down to the bone, if you are a creature made of bone, right. so you can say "okay, so my first layer is this, and that is yours. interesting. okay. let's work backwards from the top and see where we diverged and then what happened when that was the thing we learned that made us feel these different ways and why did those happen? and why did the things that made those things happen happen? okay well, hmm, and who did that?
i mean people tell me it sounds exhausting that that's just what my brain does for all things all the time forever unless i am sufficiently inebrieated enough to stop self-censoring, stop self-Harrison bergeroning myself with weighty masks to write [ALL THIS] right so i am clearly biased in this performance, but of course i am. i'm making a thing. writing a word. i'm trying to communicate. the only things worth communicating - so inherently in fact the first and quite possibly only thing we ever really evolved the capacity to do was to communicate these things for survival - compared to lesser apes, is our emotions. how things feel. what was happening when it felt like that. what it i thought it would feel like. why i thought it might feel like that. why it didn't feel like that. why it DID feel like that. etc, ectonomy, forever, folding in and on itself like a dying origami star, the gordian knot of self identity
and people say that sounds exhausting and i'm like, i dunno man, i guess? if you say so? i dont know how to do anything else.
well, other than doing drugs. then i get to do all that except it's FUN because i'm not scared of thinking new things anymore so i let it all kinda blend together. make more shit. talk more. think more. play more music. put more feelings out there. cry at more stuff. idk. all the things i thing i was supposed to do when i was 8 or 9 years old and then slowly, yknow, change into more appropriate things at a later age, except i kinda just... wasn't allowed to do that anymore because things were too unstable and weird and i understood how much responsibility i had vis a vis my capability to understand complex situations and concepts, my ability to figure out how to adapt them to making them work for what i had as an 8 year old, and modify them to things i could reasonably do without making anyone more sad than they are otherwise perfectly entitled to feel, i just dont want to add anything else. i dont want to get in the way. it makes me too sad if i make someone sad so ill just try to stay out of the way because they seem happier when im not in the way so i'll just, yknow, do my best to make the most of what i'm allowed to have before they get mad and ask for anything more, no, it's chill. i'm honestly just happy you're happy because now i can relax and i really like relaxing because i dont really get to do it ever so its nice to just play with my fingers on a thing and let my ears and eyes do whatever they want yknow, idk, whatever
so im a terrorist now its pretty cool, idk. i mean if that's what the absolute biggest pricks in the world want to call me, okay. if they're the ones in charge then i guess i can't really honestly say they're wrong i just think in that case you need to ask yourself if you're afraid of that word or afraid of the people telling you to be afraid of it. and like, maybe look at the shit each side is saying at least and figuring out which side you fuck with first before you just trust the first person you see who tells you what to do especially if they also think they're better than you
idk just seems like the easiest way to, on average, do the right thing. go with what feels the kindest, right. like, you might be wrong, you dont know everything, who can? but you're trying, so like, if it's this or that, a coin toss, and one feels a little nicer, like it's the thing a nice person would do at least compared to the other one, pick that one first. i mean try the other if you get the same question again sure yeah that's fair but try the kinder one first i think. at least if it turns out you were wrong that first time at least you tried to be kind when you did it, right? and if you change your answer that second time you're wrong again somehow? then hm, we need to start asking some bigger questions than yes or no and that might take some time so you might want to sit down or pay attention if you can because i want to make sure we're both right about the question at least if we dont agree on the answer this often. but you did it in good faith. you honestly tried. there's no shame in trying your best, even if you end up to kinda bungle it up. but i mean, what is wrong anyways? like if it causes you some stress sure, we can try and get you to a point where it doesn't anymore so that it doesn't bother you or hinder you, we can absolutely do that. that's just called learning and growing. we can figure this shit out together if you want. like, is it math? yeah, okay, two divided by elephant IS generally not THOUGHT to be pineapple but like, okay, let's figure out where you got that from because i'm honestly more impressed than anything right now.
like i dunno man. if you wanna call me a bad guy because you think all that stuff i just said was literally backwards then okay, cool, sorry? i tried dude. i guess i fucked up. or whatever. we dont have to be friends, it's fine. we're clearly very different people. i'm more than happy to help you move or plant a tree or whatever and if you need anything i am literally next door, please call, and i apologise if the cool shit i do over there with all those chill people bothers you, we can work something out, and you're honestly alwaus free to come by and say hi. it's really not anything. we're just hanging out and being nice to eachother because it feels nice to be nice to people, yknow? idk. that's just what we say it feels like, but you might absolutely feel different. i get it. we each like our own stuff. that's kinda why we're all here, actually. we all liked some of the same stuff and so we talked about that and then we shared the OTHER stuff we liked and talked about that, some of it we'd never heard of before and now that's also something we share liking so yeah, come on by, yknow, bring a dish or a song or whatever if you got one, no pressure if you dont we've honestly got everything anyone could ever need already, please, take some with you if you'd like, but yeah. have a good day, friend, namaste or whatever lol.
wait so where were we? something about destabilizing liberatory socialist movements and mostly ultimately blaming it on their proximity to the trade of a specific drug or two that we are telling everyone to be afraid of right now rather than just saying they were just your ideological enemies like the real answer is? phew, glad we did those alright! we definitely were the good guys there! yup!
like, if you've got everything you need and no one breathing down your neck or with their boot on your throat then there isn't really much despair to flee from, so we'll probably do a lot less vice in general, right. all of that is just inherently reduced because the main drivers for escape from despair are removed as activators or catalysts or whatever, and the available methods to engage are as safe and free as possible and are regularly and commonly appreciated by all as being a natural part of existing and regulating your emotional, your spiritual, your physical selves so the entire concept of stigma is basically unfathomable, and like, that sounds like a pretty chill life to have so idk i might just ask questions and be nice to people and help out when i can rather than intentionally make things really weird or confusing but probably very interesting to have felt afterwards, but it's chill to know that's there, i like to make art too, it's really useful for thinking new shit sometimes, to be shown a different way of using your brain.
i mean short of robin Williams mith himself snapping his fingers and eliminating it and the knowledge of it from five dimensional reality i dont think the concept of fucking with your brain by putting something inside yourself is going to go away, so you kinda just have to roll with it because being alive is REALLY WEIRD because it implies there's something ELSE you can be too and THAT is really hard to imagine which is generally why it's VERY VERY SSCARY so if there's a safe way for me to see a new thing then the things that can make me be NOT ALIVE are reduced, maybe, it's hard to tell with five dimensional infinity, i'm just a seven year old kid, jesus, give me a break and also a bowl of cheerios and a video game please i am very sleepy all of a sudden thanks night night
so the ultimate thing, here, right. like i know we namedropped the wars but it is not my intent to go full karl mode, right, but with regards to what is, at the end of the day, yknow, the PRIME way humanity endorses to reduce the fear of death by eliminating surprising bad options by presenting a certain, divine, perfect alternative?
i'll wait
because you might be expecting me to emulate the meme guy here, but no, fuck that loser. faith and spirituality are that thing too. because all faith is is belief in A Story. regardless of whether you believe that story to be divine truth or not, if it did not happen directly to you in ways that you can physically demonstrate - and you don't have to, it's fine, there is no burden of proof - but if ultimately you are just not the primary source of your belief system then someone else had to communicate that to you so it is therefore always, technically, a story and cannot be direct experiential divine truth until you have replicated it in exactia yourself physically (or i guess metaphysically but that's more challenging to prove within a physical reality), you must concede this pure dictionary description.
and stories are awesome! i dont care if it's a story of what my neighbour said happened to them and how it made them feel or a really old book that people say has been really old for a really long time and yet still feels pretty current and interesting, like, sure, i'm absoilutely down for learning more things about reality, but like, man, if it ain't from me directly then it can only be a story because that's all i know i can put out there myself, is a story, right. just like, an order of things and experiences and how they made me feel and sometimes i just say it happened to me and sometimes it did and sometimes i say it happened to other people either real or not real or never real and maybe it didn't it ultimately doesn't matter it didn't happen to you so it's never going to be your truth but i will and do use every tool at my disposal to try and compare how it feels to me to feel like this and i do my best to use symbols and ideas and words and tools and asterisks and pretension to do it sometimes and i know i am capable of doing that so i can only assume every other human being can and does too because that's just the most fair way to be alive, i think, so i jsut ackt as iff you all are alle the thyme and see what fuckin shakes out, buackaroo
but like if they're gonna make //ruuuuules// about it or whatever like jeez, arlight, i'll take a look if you say it's chill but i do like to do an awful lot of stuff with an awful lot of people including the stuff i do by myself when i am alone and i haven't had any problems yet, in fact everyone is pretty chuffed with the whole situation aS FAR as i am aware which is just as far as they have told me because i just assume they're telling me the truth why would you lie about what being alive is like right now, like, if it's bad, fuckin, like, fuck, shit, we need to tell an adult or something because if you're saying something's fucked up and i absolutely do not feel at all like i am fucked up or am about to be fucked up or SHOULD feel fucked up because maybe i fucked up earlier and didn't notice until you mentioned it, like, fuck, that sounds fucking scary, what the fuck, who knows better than the two of us? fuck!
i mean that's how i'd do that if i had to so i assume you had to so you did that's also pretty scary! holy moly! is your MOM around or something like what the hell
oh its just, like, you think the way you do something is better than the way i do it? i mean yeah, duh, i feel like that about the way people do stuff all the time but they get by and it doesn't hurt me so like, whatever, what do i know at the end of the day? why are you being so weird about this? has someone been mean to you about this before? have they made feeling like this scary? because if you're being honest then that's really bad we should absolutely go get someone who knows better than us but for a pretty different reason that i think is probably best for you and so therein better for both of us because i dont want any human to be sad and it seems like you might be if you're saying you feel scared about something that doesn't make me scared, probably because nothing really makes me scared theres just stuff i dont know much about and stuff that makes me happy so like, wow, that must be really hard, but i kinda don't know! i dont think I've ever felt that way before! i mean certainly not about that thing you're afraid of. no that i was very fine with. yeah no that part too. and yup that. and that, right, like that part too because the first part like yeah no totally. and like, this part too, right? hmm? you don't-- oh, um, hey, okay, you... this? you don't know... like, you haven't even felt the thing that's kinda like this? wow okay. well. okay so you might want to sit down or something, try and relax, because like, there's some stuff that might make you even more scared about the thing you're afraid about if that's what you're feeling and you're probably not going to like it very much because the thing you're afraid of right now? yeah, no, you can kinda only be afraid of that if someone tells you to be and there's not really, so far as any of us who aren't afraid of that thing have figured out at least, but there's not really a way to know if they're doing that for you or for them and if it's for them it might be there to hurt you, and that's probably even scarier than the thing you're afraid of because you'll learn that thing you thought you were afraid of isn't even real or is actually good for you but the thing you should be afraid of is so big and scary that you didn't even know it was real and that it didn't like you until right now which means that, for you? it seemed to be doing a pretty good job at being itself for you if you were afraid of it for all this time and that can really really hurt, when that goes away sometimes, because it felt really really real to us sometimes and we really were trying our best to do the best job we could and all we knew how to do was hold on to what made us feel safe and we were REALLY scared of stuff but this thing seemed to make it less scary to be scared, and yeah now you have to deal with the scary thing you were trying to hide from still exisiting, and being different maybe but you still have to grow with it for a while before its not bad anymore, but now you've also got this new thing to be afraid of that someone told you about in a way that sounded really really, even more true than the first thing. and ultimately the thing that is going to fill that hole is a friend but right now all you've got is a big big big hole that has yet to begin closing with help, but now a new, strange, weird tear in the fabric as well, or maybe a little blockage, or a shadow, you honestly can't tell because you literally didn't know it exsted until right now so like, sure, the mass of your fear has eliminated itself but there is no z axis on the existential emotional fabric mandala venn diagram, it is the circumference that counts and so the diameter, the length of the border, THOSE are the edges we feel. why do you think we put you all on a ball you idiots if not to understand how the sphere parasects the plane to demonstrate what the reverse might be where the sphere enters the infinite polygon.
my point is that you have the exact same amount of hurt you had yesterday aaaaaaaaaaaand a new weird scary phantom on your map that wasn't there before and part of that is the paradoxical phenomenon that meant you didn't know until now because now that you know you know you could have known before but didn't so now you got to start asking some hard questions about some other shit and that tends to lead to more betrayal, shame, and hurt, and why do that on purpose to youself? it's just the mario movie, who fucking cares, i just want to see yosho do a yosh like can i just get my popcorn please
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obvious way to do that so of ****course**** it's going to happen ****sometimes****** like duh so just look at whoever benefits from that and you'll probably find them doing some other shady shit, like, idk, look for people doing weird shit in places that are hard to watch from the outside, like islands or whatever. look out for shady shit happening on islands. idk. seems like a good start.
because like, only we have to do the ****dangerous**** shit just to not feel bad all the time when we feel bad all the time. like, danger is the only reason to ultimately not do something if your general goal is being alive tomorrow. like that's the only real biological imperative. make it to tomorrow. i mean no, it's not even that. the basic human imperative is:
go to sleep.
or rather, be comfortable enough to rest for a while unafraid, or at least so exhausted that you have to stop. because at one point you have to stop. you just do. you are not an immortal engine. you will tire and your experience for the time being will end. you trust it will return when you open your eyes, but truly you do not know that you will, and you ****have**** to be okay with that, or at least so over trying to run from it that the running has become the problem more than the thing you are running from ever really was to begin with.
and we sleep.
that's it.
tomorrow is always a gift, but the thing we forget is that the giver was ****us****. you.
You.
whoever put you to sleep is the one that did their best to make sure you woke up the next day, because they wanted you to.
tell me, who was that again? let's ask the one who just woke up, they're the last witness to this event. oh, its you? and it was you? well! that's pretty cool and lucky! that was pretty cool of you to do! at least you had that person looking after you, at least, if you woke up today. it's a pity they're not here anymore, trapped in the past, on the pesky yesterday road we call linear time, that rotten old fourth dimension. never can break that one. can never be in two places at once. nope nope nope.
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because it's not always drugs, no, but thankfully we can rely on the fact that, yknow, if someone is going to be greedy then i have to assume they're just going to take the best stuff for themselves. i guess we have to live with that. if it's the best version of the thing and we can all agree, they just want that and want you to not have it, so you might not be able to have it because you're not rich enough. you'd never do that yourself but you can see why someone who would want to, would, yknow. make the greed at least worth it, or whatever, to them. at least that will always be true, and thus the opposite will never be true. 1 and 0. can you imagine if those got reversed? if all the powerful people, the ones who want the most and take the the most, the thing they really cared about was the worst version of a thing, ha ha. and what, instead of keeping it to themselves they do the opposite, so force it on us? tell us it's all there is even? why would they be one thing and also the complete opposite about another thing? that seems silly. these people would have to be very silly to do that thing, and ho ho, how silly the people would have to be to see that happening and not say oh oh you trickster, i have caught you in this game, you're being a tricky trickster to trick me! ha ha, he said, as this becomes the klaxon klaxon klaxon climate change piece tooo fpbweeww bweeww pbwweewwwn get it because i mean oil. its oil. it's petroleum or whatever. its the worst thing that does what we need well, so it was the first one we figured out, so everyone who could took it all for themselves, and now we have far far far better shit and the things they continue doing are actively killing us and we can prove it but because they're now in charge of literally everything else too they just say we're not allowed to do those because they have all the real power over what technologies get developed because someone said you need money to do science and stuff and these pricks who have most of it also tend to own oil or things that need oil or the things that rely on people needing oil to need oil so they are defacto pro oil being a thing that people need things to get and none of those people really care to pick something new or better because we still technically have all that oil if you look close and we, the oil people, all have it pretty chill right now actrually, and all that math says that like, maaaaaybe this is a problem but it's not gonna be for me or anyone i know or care about right now or in the near future so nah i figure we'll just wait until there's numbers out there i like better dont look into who made them by the way but when those numbers get here later well see about changing our minds and see about shifting our development to something to sustainably replace us but honestly the more we look at it there's kind of a lot of those, gosh, should would be a shame if a giant behemoth got in here and fucked everything up and stopped anyone from getting anything done that might prolong its justified existinction's hammer-down date until we were all old enough to not really care anymore. i mean okay, so long as they are incapable of making more of themselves either physically or metaphysically which is to say as an idea they will outlast their physical time on the earth, which is to say an ideology. thankfully there is no such thing as an intergenerational ideological project because that would require someone to intentionally withhold and manipulate information for their own benefit by virtue of developing a small community of people who share opinions, thankfully that will never happen or unless it literally happens all the time and is maybe the point of being alive thankfully no one would ever do it backwards on purpose just so that they can say they won a game no one but them was playing because they invented it themselves and were either too scared or too big an asshole to tell anyone about it or how to play it that would be very silly indeed
look just go listen to petrodragonic apocalypse i honestly dont have the time i have to at least pick lanes to not be in sometimes im not a complete 5dimensional polysphere i cannot be everywhere at once and nowhere either.
you really need to just not try to rely on one weird person so often. like it's fun i'll give you that but you know by virtue of the fact that you know that you dont know everything despite technically trying by virtue of the fact that you exist with at least one sensory ability that it's not possible to know every single thing imaginable so probably no one else can either or else that seems pretty unfair and i'd prefer to live in a fair universe if i get to choose so i'm going to treat it like one, ultimately as far as i personally can, by trying to do the kindest and fairest thing to the greater whole than myself as i can.
i kinda just assume that's what you're all doing. it's all i know how to do. it would be unfair to assume i am better than you, so i don't. subsequently i don't assume you think yourself better than me unless you make me suspect you do. that's all. i trust you until you give me a reason not to. i believe you're doing your best job the best you can and being honest about how you're feeling because that's the only way i know how to be alive and hope to have a good time where people are fair and nice to you more than they aren't, idk, i guess i'm 8 years old or something.
so yeah im just one weird guy, and honestly, if the last few decades are anything to go on and its technically all i have, it doesn't seem like perceiving me is ever a very good choice. based on how many people are around me compared to how many people have been multiplied by how many could been my batting average is basically 0 so like i get it. no one listen to me that would be insane i would never ask you to do that that's why i don't directly tell anyone about any of this stuff i just technically put it out there which makes it technically possible to find for anyone who really wants to try so like, good job, i guess, you absolute psychopath terrorist. or perhaps the thing that thinks itself the exact opposite of a psychopath terrorist and is looking to find them. the point is you looked for this for some reason and you found it so now you're here and what are you going to do about it.
embrace the weird.
embrace esoterrorism.
honk.
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look im just a fuckin dude and im not even all of that all the time. all i want is for my people to be happy instead of sad and maybe if im lucky or good enough after that to be free to write my own version of runaways and they can have the money the way they like the money i dont really care so long as the first thing is fulfilled already like what else could i want? id just ask that they respect the creative intent and understand that theyre only getting the tip of the iceberg and if they want to make a mountain out of the molehill they give me the chance to build for them then let me at least conclusively explain and lay my version all out for them and go from there because that's the one that was in my head that ended in this particular hobbit, and if you're smart about this you know that you dont let a motherfucker make a hobbit unless youre ready for the thirteen volume history of middle earth too because if you make the hobbit and then the hobbit 2 is ready player one instead of at least the lord of the rings knowing the lord of the rings was out there at the time and freely available to you, people might get kinda pissed off and your money train will stop so just let me do it or at least help that's all all you want is the money anyways just let me a-make-a da money for you. you hear me, global elite? you want me to shut up and sell out and go away that's the cost, ultimately, you being smart enough to run at least one (1) marvel universe it doesnt even have to be cinematic in fact it probably shouldnt be at least for a few years if not at least a decade youve got some goodwill to rebuilt with me and everyone else first i mean youre doing a good job thunderbolts was amazing and putting that dude in charge of xmen is a fantstic choice and leaning into even more jim krueger earth x stuff like the doom is secretly just a very sad failure version of reed except you didnt own reed early enough so you had to make it tony which is honestly fine it helps you because it can be more suit than magic people didnt really like the last doctor strange as much as they should have but in their defense we kinda rushed it and put too many handcuffs on raimi anyways oh well