impernep
oh look a cloud i wonder if it can hear me if i yell at it lets try
im not going to deny that theres a bit of contrarian in here too, we all have that a bit, but as i age and as the worlds we inhabit age around us in parallel i believe i have realized that, on the internet at least, the bigger and more successful you are now the less i want anything to fucking do with you
im starting to come to the conclusion that the "good" internet never really went away, it just got smaller, and it's mostly because this other internet developed alongside it. the corporate one. the walled gardens. people tried to fight for net neutrality until apps on their phones showed up and took the place of an open and free internet. so a lot of cool people from the old internet moved into sr roles on new internet and left the old stuff behind, and thats fine, make your bag, feed yourself and your family no ill will there, but i dont know how anyone new is supposed to break ground and make traction in this environment without being double-lightning-strike lucky or just being willing to produce nothing but marketable product.
fuck it
as much as people hate me i very easily hate myself more. it's very easy to block me and live the rest of your life happy i am gone when you dont live inside this fucking screaming bone prison
thank goodness no one in their goddamn right mind will ever see this